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I need a holiday...from life. I have the week off after Thanksgiving and I'm headed to my sisters house...I hope it gives the break I so desperately need.

C and I are still arguing daily. I'm starting to wear down. I don't have it in me to fight anymore with him. Usually this is the time I'd give in to whatever he wants just to make the fighting stop. Obviously I'm not going to do that, because that would mean staying, but I do want to not be at the house when he's there, turn off my cell phone and go hide out somewhere. ugh.

Nothing is really progressing at this time. He wants to take over the mortgage, he can have it, I don't care really. But until we pay down some bills or he gets the raise he's promised it's not going to happen. In the meantime, I'm not leaving with my name still on the mortgage.

Things with the new man are doing well. He's very sweet and protective of me. I'm headed to his place this weekend, it's been 2 weeks so I'm looking forward to the break. He's promised me a romantic relaxing weekend. And a visit with his 1 year old daughter. I'm looking forward to it.