Monday, October 29, 2012

Breaking the Silence


Well that sounded dramatic, however this story is not.  Ha!

I've taken a bit of a hiatus from blogging to get my life in order in my head first before I put it down...not that I have a ton of followers anyhow.  However, I have been reading in the background and leaving very few comments.

Things are good.  I quit my job just over 3 weeks ago and today is my first day unemployed.  I could go on about how the company sucked and how they took everything out of me emotionally and mentally, but I won't because reading that is not all that interesting.  The point is that I chose me.  I chose to be happy and although I don't have another job lined up and that terrifies me, I have to have faith that there are better things out there for me.

I put it out there, to the universe, to God that I'm ready for what's next.  I'm not a religious person, but I do believe in fate and timing and I believe that things happen for a reason.  Do I want to be unemployed? Hell no!  It scares the shit out of me, but I do have faith that the better thing that is waiting for me, is ready to me to find it.  Cross your fingers I find it soon, as I don't have the patience that I wish I did.

So, what did I do today? Slept in! ha!  Until 8am.  Applied for a ton of jobs, cleaned out the fridge top freezer, hung some things on the wall, cleaned the kitchen, did dishes and the laundry.  I need to run to the store to make supper for my fiance as well.

Oh, I guess if you're a follower that's new too.  R and I went on a holiday in September and got engaged. It was lovely and he is the reason that although I'm scared shitless about being unemployed, I feel better than I have in months.  Love is a funny thing.

So is stress...

So, join me won't you?  I hope to start blogging daily again - it's so therapeutic, I love it and let's face it, I don't have a lot going on these days.