Well that sounded dramatic, however this story is not. Ha!
I've taken a bit of a hiatus from blogging to get my life in order in my head first before I put it down...not that I have a ton of followers anyhow. However, I have been reading in the background and leaving very few comments.
Things are good. I quit my job just over 3 weeks ago and today is my first day unemployed. I could go on about how the company sucked and how they took everything out of me emotionally and mentally, but I won't because reading that is not all that interesting. The point is that I chose me. I chose to be happy and although I don't have another job lined up and that terrifies me, I have to have faith that there are better things out there for me.
I put it out there, to the universe, to God that I'm ready for what's next. I'm not a religious person, but I do believe in fate and timing and I believe that things happen for a reason. Do I want to be unemployed? Hell no! It scares the shit out of me, but I do have faith that the better thing that is waiting for me, is ready to me to find it. Cross your fingers I find it soon, as I don't have the patience that I wish I did.
So, what did I do today? Slept in! ha! Until 8am. Applied for a ton of jobs, cleaned out the fridge top freezer, hung some things on the wall, cleaned the kitchen, did dishes and the laundry. I need to run to the store to make supper for my fiance as well.
Oh, I guess if you're a follower that's new too. R and I went on a holiday in September and got engaged. It was lovely and he is the reason that although I'm scared shitless about being unemployed, I feel better than I have in months. Love is a funny thing.
So is stress...
So, join me won't you? I hope to start blogging daily again - it's so therapeutic, I love it and let's face it, I don't have a lot going on these days.