Monday, October 29, 2012

Breaking the Silence


Well that sounded dramatic, however this story is not.  Ha!

I've taken a bit of a hiatus from blogging to get my life in order in my head first before I put it down...not that I have a ton of followers anyhow.  However, I have been reading in the background and leaving very few comments.

Things are good.  I quit my job just over 3 weeks ago and today is my first day unemployed.  I could go on about how the company sucked and how they took everything out of me emotionally and mentally, but I won't because reading that is not all that interesting.  The point is that I chose me.  I chose to be happy and although I don't have another job lined up and that terrifies me, I have to have faith that there are better things out there for me.

I put it out there, to the universe, to God that I'm ready for what's next.  I'm not a religious person, but I do believe in fate and timing and I believe that things happen for a reason.  Do I want to be unemployed? Hell no!  It scares the shit out of me, but I do have faith that the better thing that is waiting for me, is ready to me to find it.  Cross your fingers I find it soon, as I don't have the patience that I wish I did.

So, what did I do today? Slept in! ha!  Until 8am.  Applied for a ton of jobs, cleaned out the fridge top freezer, hung some things on the wall, cleaned the kitchen, did dishes and the laundry.  I need to run to the store to make supper for my fiance as well.

Oh, I guess if you're a follower that's new too.  R and I went on a holiday in September and got engaged. It was lovely and he is the reason that although I'm scared shitless about being unemployed, I feel better than I have in months.  Love is a funny thing.

So is stress...

So, join me won't you?  I hope to start blogging daily again - it's so therapeutic, I love it and let's face it, I don't have a lot going on these days.

1 comment:

  1. hi Silver! I know that job feeling, I felt so relieved when I applied for early retirement.... the job was just too much mental (and physical) stress to continue. I'm "retired" since July and it's great! But, as "fate" would have it, other changes have occured that have put me on a rollar coaster (see my blog) of emotions *sigh*.

    Good luck on the job search and congrats on the engagement!!


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